Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Good old days


i miss my cuzzie. kite tak contact since last year. sedih.

dulu, we used to be close like sisters. kalo pegi umah paksu, mesti tak sabar nak jumpe dia. dia rapat dengan arwah tok wan. so, everywhere arwah went, she'll be there. kebetulan masa dulu arwah tinggal dengan paksu so dia pun akan stay situ jugak la.

then, masuk tingkatan 1, she moved in with us kat seremban. kitorg pegi sekolah sama-sama, buat projek hari kantin sama-sama, share stories and gossips sama-sama, sumenye sama-sama lah. cume boyfriend jek la tak share sama-sama (kecik-kecik dah ada boyfriend???? LOL)

then, the next year dia balik ke kedah (stays with her family pulak until now). kadang-kadang jumpe masa raya aje. sampai la after arwah meninggal, we went to visit her and family kat kedah, dia pon ada datang a few times ke seremban and that's it, pofffttt, no more. super duper sedih. btol-btol rase kehilangan.

i know what is going on. sume ni cuma salah faham, which not involve us pun. but i understand how she feels for her mother tapi tula, i don't think this is the best way to solve problem. avoiding takkan solve apa-apa pun. plus, family kite kecik jek, bile jadi macam ni, rasa sangat lah tak best. even wedding khalid pun sampai sanggup tak datang. haihh... kalo la arwah hidup lagi, mesti dia sedih.

i wish everything back to how it used to be. no more fighting, tak de lagi masam muka or bermuka-muka. we are family for goodness sake! apa yang dah berlaku tu just let it be. biar Allah jek yang balas, kite ni manusia biasa jek, tak lari dengan kesilapan. kesian my mom, always wonder how her sister is.

*sigh*


Lots of love,
FYHA

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