Story yang tak syok

after miscarriage yang lepas, mummy tak buat pon d & c lagi. tetibe rasa macam risau pulak. adoi..

mummy called tok ma, dia kata it's ok since bende tu dah kluar skali gus. plus, mummy ada baca article yang mengatakan kalo miscarriage kurang dari 10 minggu, tak buat d & c pun tak pe sebab most women prefer her "alone time" masa jadinya kejadian tak best ni. tapi kalo more than 10 weeks, kene buat la sebab dah besar dah. mungkin susah la kalo dia nak turun sendiri. mungkin.

apa-apa pon, it is better kalo pegi check kat klinik or hospital kan. no harm pon but mummy dah fobia dah bab-bab uterus ni. mummy baru pikir jek nak pegi check, tros macam nak muntah! haihh..

now, mummy dah lewat 6 minggu period. biasenye after miscarriage, period akan datang balik 6-8 weeks kan. so, after this mummy kene jot down btol-btol kali ni. kesian si kecik, blom sempat dia nak swim dalam pewut mummy kan.

p/s : harap tak de lagi la kejadian ni pasni. tak best lah!

Lots of love,

FYHA

Lemak berkrim

weken lepas, saje jek menggatal nak pakai baju nikah dulu. wuuaarrgghh!!! sudah ketat! kat bahagian mane? perut la! lengan la! dan montot la! hukhuk sedih-sedih. dah la costly baju tu. tak pe, simpan untuk kenangan. mane tau one day bleh muat semula miraculously kan? (berangan!)

Lots of love,

FYHA

Being inspired!

mommy pun ada hutang picca from auntie maryam's wedding kan? okeh, tak mo story pape, layankan gambar neh (bajet nak buat wedding camni untuk adik, kunun jek la hehe!)

the bride and the groom

auntie nadia and tok naani

deco untuk meja makan. cuns kan?

pelamin yang gojes! oh, and wedding cake jugak

ade plak muke p.ramlee di situ. kata theme 60-an :)

tengok betapa manje nye khayra! huhh...

auntie aka bibik! hehehe...

same tak muke kami? :p

auntie farah d and uncle adi!

p/s : ampun la kualiti gambar yek. kami tak de dslr. heheh!

Lots of love,

FYHA

Okeh, dah ready dah

ready gambar eh, jangan nak pikir ke lain. hehe! aritu mummy dah promise dah upload piccas taken by photographer fairuz kan? last night baru pas download kat 4share. so, ni la hasilnya... tadaaaa!!

ada banyak gile piccas sampai tak tau nak choose mane. next time bleh la shoot untuk pregnancy moment plak. dulu ingat nak buat. but then, 1 week before dari date yang sepatutnya shoot, khayra dah kluar plak. gigit jari jek la mummy jawabnye. tak sabar dia nak tengok dunia. sampai skrangnye pon sume bende dia tak reti nak sabar. hehehe!

p/s : rindu time khayra baby

Lots of love,

FYHA

The 4th year!

Happy anniversary honey

I love you sampai bile-bile (",)

Xoxo


Lots of love,
FYHA

So the school holidays have just begun

tengah hari tadi ada date dengan khayra, tok naani and uncle harris. mission utama nak carik dress flower girl untuk khayra. walaweh.. comel-comel dress sume, tak tau nak pilih mane. saje pegi time ni sebab stock christmas dah ada. location di lovely lace baby, alamanda. tak sabar nak tengok anak dara mummy pakai baju tu sambil jalan kat red carpet nanti (^.^)

mission kedua, cari sweater or cardigan untuk khayra. pegi mothercare dengan niat beli sweater aje, akan tetapi terbeli plak beberape helai yang tak sepatutnye. ampun daddy (^.^)

then, dah kenyang, setel bershopping, kitorg g tengok movie!! sudah sekian tak jejak, akhirnye arini dapat jugak. bleh tahan movie happy feet 2 ni. mummy suke yang ni dari the first one. lagi banyak lagu-lagu best. anak dia kiut gile plak tu! khayra pon bulat jek mata tengok sambil minum susu. after half cerite, lelap. hahaha! okeh la tu kan, dia tak meragam dalam movie tu.

excited neh!

anak dara saya

yang wajib main kalo dia nampak. at least 2-3 round

girls in pink.. auww

Lots of love,

FYHA

Hati berbunga

khayra tengah main masak-masak. nyanyi lalalala sambil mengacau 'makanan'. dah siap masak, dia letak 'makanan' depan dia and duduk. pastukan pastukan dia tadah tangan baca doa pastu cakap amin! alahai tersentuh jiwe mummy nak. rasenye kalo tengok dia solat esok mummy tros nanges kot!


Lots of love,
FYHA

Not so baby anymore

lama dah tak story pasal khayra kan. manja, ya amat. especially dengan tok naani dengan tok wan dia. nampak jek diorg, mummy dengan daddy dah tak laku dah. nak berdukung siap. dari segi mulut dia, bising. dah banyak jugak words dia tau sebut like..

ami - mummy

adi - daddy

ani - tok naani

eby - tabby (our pet, kucing)

air

dog

duck

pish -fish

moo - lembu

tar - star

abidah - abis dah

pedah - sampai dah

pinpin - upin ipin

boboboy

hehehe comel jek mulut kecik tu sebut perkataan tu. anyway, apelagi eh yang tunjuk dia macam dah besar. hurmm.. oh, bangun tido before kluar bilik, dia turun katil, tutup fan (table fan) then baring kat hall. kalo minum susu, dah abis, pass bottle kat mummy. bile dia sibuk nak main jek dia campak tros bottle tu ntahmanemane. main pun dah pandai layan diri dah. tak pun dia carik fon mummy or daddy soh bukak cite pinpin. kalo kluar jenjalan, stroller dah tak pandang lah kan. apetah lagi baby carrier. dia sibuk nak jalan explore itu ini. uih tetibe teringat kes cubaan culik kat taman melati tu kan. padahal parents dia ada kat situ. bahaye bahaye. parents, be extra careful tau. oh, pastu kan ada skali tu, jumpe baby auntie, dia hugs and kisses! siap nak dukung lagi (pegang kat ketiak baby tu macam gaya nak angkat)! waaa khayra nak adik ke?? hahaha!!! okeh senyap kejap.

whatever it is, kesimpulannya khayra membesar dengan baik. alhamdulillah.

p/s : since khayra dah besar ni, bleh la consider nak keje balik. ada sape-sape nak carik pekerja tak? heheh!

Lots of love,

FYHA

Five!

okeh, mommy dah ada idea dah! lalalala suke sangat. tapi ni surprise kecik-kecik jek tapi janji special kan! heheh....

dinner kat luar?

home meal?

vacay?

present?

teka lah (^.^)

Lots of love,

FYHA

Six!

still clueless tak tau nak buat apa untuk anniversary. come on ideas! where are you hiding?


Lots of love,
FYHA

Seven!

one week till our anniversary!! dum dum dum.... not sure yet nak celebrate macam mane lagi. nervous nervous!


Lots of love,
FYHA

Wedding of the year!

dari sehari ke sehari nak update pasal wedding kat frim tu tapi tak berkesempatan jugak. dah la broadband celcom kat seri putra ni lembap tahap dewa. haihh...

wedding. sape tak suke wedding kan. happy faces, good food, amazing deco and the bride and groom themselves!

so, last saturday night was my childhood friend's wedding, maryam. she is like a big sister to me. when she went back to aussie during our school year, we counted each days untuk dia balik malaysia for holidays to spend time together.

anyway, her reception was phenomenal! it was so beautiful and magical. i wish i had pictures to show and tell tapi yela, internet macam siput. all the deco, the dress and make up, the food, everything is so maryam. and i know that was her wedding dream. in the garden, under the stars, live band, lots of colors. aduhai cantek sungguh!

masa diorg jalan atas red carpet, i was in tears, so did my mom. ade satu feeling ni, rase happy and proud sangat-sangat sampai nangis. macam tula. lagipun diorg ni macam fairytale tau, macam-macam dugaan and finally happy ending. btw, husband dia, osama orang sudan. so, it became more interesting bile they showed their tradition plak. sorang aussie mix malay, sorang lagi sudanese. sah-sah anak comel nanti (",)

maryam deary,
i will pray for your happiness in your marriage life. enjoy the journey, it's gonna be rough at times but i know you will work it out somehow. i love you to bits and take care of each other. need anything, you know where to find me xoxo

p/s : seronok dapat jumpe auntie farah d and uncle mahadi that night. miss them.


Lots of love,
FYHA

Three is a no-no

3. i always hate this number. i wonder why.

back in old days (in my life), when it comes to relationship or friendship, this number is a BIG no. 3rd person in a relationship? 3rd person in a friendship? huhh someone will get hurt. always. in marriage apetah lagi kan. i have experienced both, in friendship and relationship. u bet it hurts so bad. today, you share everything together. meals, stories, problems, funstuffs. and the next day, when the 3rd person came up, you'll be forgotten, like you never existed. it's like you have a new toy to play with, you totally dump the old one. i hate being ignored. i hate not being the important person in her/his life. seriously.

what did i do?

i backed off. i play safe. i don't want to get hurt anymore. some may say, "dengan kawan pun nak jeles?" yes, if you left me out. we used to do everything together then tibe-tibe kau berkepit dengan member baru. what do you expect? now, i only have good friends and no best friends. no offense. but i keep my good friends special in my heart. i treat them all the same. that way, they won't be sad because of me. i hope.

same as in my past relationship, 3rd person gave me such a heartache. again, i backed off. if we are fated to be together, then we will see each other again one day.

well, this is only one side of my stories. hurmmm...

p/s : now i only have one love and one bestfriend ever, my beloved hubster <3


Lots of love,
FYHA

Spread the love

one of my girls is getting married in 2 days! sangat excited mahu attend nih sebab wedding theme dia kene dress up ala-ala 60's. nikah kat masjid putrajaya on friday morning, and reception on saturday night di frim kepong. it's gonna be interesting kan!

p/s : november. month of love. yes *BIG smile*


Lots of love,
FYHA

Aidiladha is coming peeps!

ahad ni dah raye lah. kalo sempat nk buat butter cake la esok. simple tapi sedap. kan kan.

as usual, kitorg akan balik ke kuala pilah dulu then baru balik bukit rokan kot. nak tengok atok, aritu kene admitted sebab paru-paru berair. hopefully dah ok lah dia kat kampung tu. tula atok, ce kurangkan skit smoking tu. no good no good that habit.

anyway, korang yang balik kampung tu, have a safe journey. tak mo drive laju-laju okeh.


Lots of love,
FYHA

Taman botani we love

sangat suke dengan picca di atas. credit to uncle fai (heheh!) and the team, mereka telah merealisasikan impianku untuk berposing bersama kesayangan! hehe...

ala saje suke-suke sebenarnye. uncle fai dah promise ngan mummy dulu nak amek gambar khayra one day. that day was the perfect day! cuaca sangat santek. cuma khayra a bit cranky sebab mummy pakse dia bangun awal. ngeee...

now tengah tunggu para photographers hapdet gambar and kasi softcopy. wahai kamu-kamu, saye dah tak sabar ni, cepat skit eh. heheh!

anyway, mereka ni sangat best. rugi kalo tak try diorg. jadi sila la hire mereka ni eh. make up dak anna pon marvelous hokey. mummy yang tak cun tros jadi cuns gilers. hahaha okeh perasan.

p/s : nanti dah dapat softcopy, mummy kasi tunjuk lagi

Lots of love,

FYHA

Lazy november

a quick update.

i lost my 'little one'. i didn't know i was pregnant until last week. silly me, for the first time i miscount my period cycle *dush dush*

tak de rezeki lagi, redha aje.

but, on the bright sight, i can still get pregnant after all i've been through kan. alhamdulillah.

p/s : thanks to auntie tina for the advise (",)

Lots of love,

FYHA